These last 2 weeks GOD had blown my mind. I know God is faithful and loves blessing his children. This last week we have been blesses beyond we could imagine.
Back ground. One of Jason's uncles graduated into heaven and we knew we needed to send him to be with family. Also Jason has had a mission's trip planned for Vanuatu for months. With both of those events we were not sure how it was going to happen but knew GOD is faithful. In short the ticket to Colorado was taken care of by a family member. For the trip to Vanuatu so many friends and family have supported him that half of the trip cost has been taken care of.
On top of all that my pain has been very low for weeks now. It has gone from being a 8-10 to being a 2-5. After months of 8-10 pain I didn't realize how low it had pushed me down until I woke up with 3 pain and felt like a new person and so happy I was bouncing.
While Jason was in Colorado I had amazing break through with GOD and feel more secure in who I am in HIM.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tropic Thunder
Here is a link to a story about an upcoming movie. I can't believe they think this is funny. Please pop over to the site and read more.
Tropic Thunder
Tropic Thunder
Friday, August 1, 2008
Long Time
Wow. Time goes by really fast. Nothing has changed with the pain thing. Trying a few new meds and see what happens.
Jason is going on a mission trip. He leave for Vanuatu the last week of this month and will be gone for just over 2 weeks. I won't know what to do with my self. This will only be the second time we've been apart for 2 weeks. This time though there is no phone calls or i-chat. That might make it harder. Jason is a little nervous. This is only his second missions trip and his first was not great. I know this one will be better. I'm sad that I won't be going.
If you hadn't figured it out we did not go to Figi and adopt as we had planned for June. We have put that on hold because of the pain stuff.
Jason is going on a mission trip. He leave for Vanuatu the last week of this month and will be gone for just over 2 weeks. I won't know what to do with my self. This will only be the second time we've been apart for 2 weeks. This time though there is no phone calls or i-chat. That might make it harder. Jason is a little nervous. This is only his second missions trip and his first was not great. I know this one will be better. I'm sad that I won't be going.
If you hadn't figured it out we did not go to Figi and adopt as we had planned for June. We have put that on hold because of the pain stuff.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Colorado Rockies
It is official. Jason brother Chad signed with the Rockies. He will be playing for the farm team learning the ropes and see what happens from there.
MAUI
Hurray!!! We are going to Maui in July for a couple of days. A much needed break. It will be nice to see another island. We need to ask around for the things we must see.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Transportation
I am so happy that Honolulu has good public transportation and that we live near enough to my work to make the bus ride not too bad. I filled up our SUV yesterday and it was crazy. The bus is great most of the time. There is the occasional traffic problem that makes getting home almost impossible. Tuesday night they were doing road construction in the middle of rush hour. The ride home took over an hour, it normally takes 15 minutes.
We are hoping to get away to Maui in July. I'm not sure how that will work out. With airfare going up and things. It would be great to get away for a few days. It would also be nice to see another island.
We are hoping to get away to Maui in July. I'm not sure how that will work out. With airfare going up and things. It would be great to get away for a few days. It would also be nice to see another island.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Pain as a Blessing?
This is a very interesting thought. I haven't posted for a while because nothing with the pain has changes except that it has gotten worse. I don't want this blog to be only whining. I spent many days last week crying and repeating in my head GOD is good, HE has a plan for good through this, HE is still on the throne, HE loves me VERY much, and HE will use this to bless others. The great thing is this week the pain isn't as bad and repeating those thought worked because I truely believe them with all my heart now. I doesn't mean this is going to be easy but GOD is good all the time.
It has been a little hard with the thought that this month we were supposed to become parents. As sad as it is that the pain has changed that I know GOD has a plan. Only GOD knows if that plan includes kids. Amazingly I'm ok with that most of the time.
I do have a rabbit trail. There is a thought among some Christians that pain is not from GOD. That as a child of GOD we have a right to not have pain. That we can speak to that pain and speak healing into reality. Speak it in JESUS name and you will be healed. I have a problem with this thought. Firstly my mom is of the thought process on a lot of things. Thankfully she hasn't gone there on this one. Now I have definatly had lots ans lots of prayer for healing. I have a problem with what I would call "name it and claim it". Then you also have the side that is it doesn't happen like you've asked it can send you into bad depression. Plus if we are able to GOD like that what kind of GOD is HE. That to me is more like a genie in a bottle. I have also in the past been hurt in churches where they call you up for prayer for healing and right after they pray they ask you if you feel any differance from the pain any signs of healing and when you feel the same you are told the you must not have had enough faith.
Plus Paul had a thorn in the flesh. The bible doesn't say what it was exactly but it was something bad enough that he asked 3 times for GOD to take it away.
GOD can be grorified throught my pain, and HE will. When I'm having a hard time with it HE will be there to listen and hold me. In the end I know I will be able to look back and see the amazing things the HE has done in the pain.
It has been a little hard with the thought that this month we were supposed to become parents. As sad as it is that the pain has changed that I know GOD has a plan. Only GOD knows if that plan includes kids. Amazingly I'm ok with that most of the time.
I do have a rabbit trail. There is a thought among some Christians that pain is not from GOD. That as a child of GOD we have a right to not have pain. That we can speak to that pain and speak healing into reality. Speak it in JESUS name and you will be healed. I have a problem with this thought. Firstly my mom is of the thought process on a lot of things. Thankfully she hasn't gone there on this one. Now I have definatly had lots ans lots of prayer for healing. I have a problem with what I would call "name it and claim it". Then you also have the side that is it doesn't happen like you've asked it can send you into bad depression. Plus if we are able to GOD like that what kind of GOD is HE. That to me is more like a genie in a bottle. I have also in the past been hurt in churches where they call you up for prayer for healing and right after they pray they ask you if you feel any differance from the pain any signs of healing and when you feel the same you are told the you must not have had enough faith.
Plus Paul had a thorn in the flesh. The bible doesn't say what it was exactly but it was something bad enough that he asked 3 times for GOD to take it away.
GOD can be grorified throught my pain, and HE will. When I'm having a hard time with it HE will be there to listen and hold me. In the end I know I will be able to look back and see the amazing things the HE has done in the pain.
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