Baby Whisperer

So that a new title for me at church. It's cute but it hurts at the same time.

I have on three occasions put 2 different wee ones to sleep. One that had been crying for a long time and unable to be settled and the other that fights sleep even for MOM.

THe good thing is that when they were in my arms I felt like I was doing what I was made to do. The bad part is that they go home with MOM and I'm left with empty arms once again.

This does help to fight the stupid thoughts that pop in my head that I would be a BAD MOM. A BAD MOM would have a knack for putting wee ones to sleep even the hard ones.

New Job

So I finished my time off. This week I started my new job. I really like it. I feel really stupid, but did I think was going to happen. I had been in the same job type for 17 years. Of course learning tons of new things would be overwhelming. I am so tired that I really can't explain any more. My brain is shutting down.